Future

Don't you just wish that someone could hand you a book with your whole life written out so you can see what the future holds? I would definitely read that   book. I have a very anxious trait in my character so i don't do well with anticipation...especially with something so big as your future. Its weird to think that everything you do at this moment in time shapes your future in some way, everything has some sort of impact to your life whether you know it or not; could be a good impact or bad, either way it will/could be part of your character. 

Life really does have a mysterious way of working, it leaves you with hours to overthink all the could haves and should haves. It leaves you to stay up all night dwelling on a decision to make. It has you feeling; lost, confused, anxious, scared but also happy. Its a huge ball of mixed emotions. But i think the fear of not knowing what happens next is what makes everything so exciting - you're literally living in the moment! 

But thinking about the future could be a downfall aswell it leaves you overthinking and not taking actions for a very long time. Maybe having too much faith in this fairytale type future is what destroys you and leaves you with plenty regrets. 

Life is really a mysterious rollercoaster where you don't know what will happen next. Dwelling on the future won't make you a better person, taking action will. Having a fear of making the wrong decision could possibly hold you back from many great opportunities. Would you rather live a life where you make mistakes but they teach you a positive valuable lesson? Or live a life full of regrets that leave you in an unhappy negative place? You decide

Nevertheless, no matter how stressful life is, it is very exciting. Have a great life, whatever the future holds for you.

'The future starts today not tomorrow'